Time for New Updates @ 8/30/2007 01:33:00 PM

I have lots to say, too much to tell, tonnes to share yet yet yet.......yet when I am typing now, I do not know what to say, how to tell, which story to share. Probably it is because I have stopped too long without any updates so now when I wanna share, too much in the back of my mind thus do not know how to start.

Anyway, I guess those who bother to pop by my blog would have know that I have finally given birth to a healthy baby that is borne at 32 weeks gestation, 1.23 kg at 10.01am at KKWCH. After so many ups and millions of down, Jayden was brought into this world by C-section. He was crying at the top of his lung after the nurses cleared the phlegm in his throat. I always think that would be way too drama but I actually teared when Jayden was brought out. I was simply delighted and heaved a big sigh of relief because after so much persistant by us both, we finally won the battle!!!

He stayed a total of 48 days in KKWCH for reason being he was borne premature. Other than that, he is fine. He is slowly growing inches by inches and whenever I looked at him, the happiness is really indescribable. I always say to myself, should I have heeded the gynae's advice back then, I would have 'murdered' my own son. I would not have enjoyed the joy of holding this little boy in my arms. Anyway, all these are history. I have entered motherhood and that is the important part.

If to count his actual age, he is approx 2 1/2 months but if to consider his corrected age, he is just one month :). Seriously, I never know that by sitting quietly and watching him in his dreamland can actually brings satisfaction to me. I do not know that I can actually be satisfied so easily???!!! Recently, I find that he can actually listen attentively when one is talking. It is as if he understands what that person is talking about. His round big eyes will follow when the person is talking and moving. His innocent gazes are so adorable.

But his gazes are no longer round and big, at least for these few days. They have become puffy. All because of his mummy's doing. Just because his mummy is stubborn, he has a blocked cum running nose plus a very bad cough. His mummy was sicked previously and kept arguing saying she won't pass the germs/virus to him. Then????? The next minute???? This little boy was sick. His mummy has now regretted but then too late already cos the little boy is rather sick now. His mummy has herself to blame for all these.

Do hope that he will be okay soon because seeing him sneezing, coughing so often, really pains so many people's hearts, so many people who loves him dearly. All are willing to take over the sickness from him just as long that he will get well soon.

I really do hope he can be well soon because he is not drinking well these few days. Really afraid he might not get the nutrients he is suposed to receive. Can really tell that he has lost some weight recently.

Anyway, little darling, get well soon ok? Mummy really hopes to see u drinking and slleeping well all over again.

Time for New Updates @ 8/30/2007 01:33:00 PM

I have lots to say, too much to tell, tonnes to share yet yet yet.......yet when I am typing now, I do not know what to say, how to tell, which story to share. Probably it is because I have stopped too long without any updates so now when I wanna share, too much in the back of my mind thus do not know how to start.

Anyway, I guess those who bother to pop by my blog would have know that I have finally given birth to a healthy baby that is borne at 32 weeks gestation, 1.23 kg at 10.01am at KKWCH. After so many ups and millions of down, Jayden was brought into this world by C-section. He was crying at the top of his lung after the nurses cleared the phlegm in his throat. I always think that would be way too drama but I actually teared when Jayden was brought out. I was simply delighted and heaved a big sigh of relief because after so much persistant by us both, we finally won the battle!!!

He stayed a total of 48 days in KKWCH for reason being he was borne premature. Other than that, he is fine. He is slowly growing inches by inches and whenever I looked at him, the happiness is really indescribable. I always say to myself, should I have heeded the gynae's advice back then, I would have 'murdered' my own son. I would not have enjoyed the joy of holding this little boy in my arms. Anyway, all these are history. I have entered motherhood and that is the important part.

If to count his actual age, he is approx 2 1/2 months but if to consider his corrected age, he is just one month :). Seriously, I never know that by sitting quietly and watching him in his dreamland can actually brings satisfaction to me. I do not know that I can actually be satisfied so easily???!!! Recently, I find that he can actually listen attentively when one is talking. It is as if he understands what that person is talking about. His round big eyes will follow when the person is talking and moving. His innocent gazes are so adorable.

But his gazes are no longer round and big, at least for these few days. They have become puffy. All because of his mummy's doing. Just because his mummy is stubborn, he has a blocked cum running nose plus a very bad cough. His mummy was sicked previously and kept arguing saying she won't pass the germs/virus to him. Then????? The next minute???? This little boy was sick. His mummy has now regretted but then too late already cos the little boy is rather sick now. His mummy has herself to blame for all these.

Do hope that he will be okay soon because seeing him sneezing, coughing so often, really pains so many people's hearts, so many people who loves him dearly. All are willing to take over the sickness from him just as long that he will get well soon.

I really do hope he can be well soon because he is not drinking well these few days. Really afraid he might not get the nutrients he is suposed to receive. Can really tell that he has lost some weight recently.

Anyway, little darling, get well soon ok? Mummy really hopes to see u drinking and slleeping well all over again.