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Primary School Composition: My Best Friend ;P @ 4/22/2008 10:33:00 PM

Have you ever ask yourself this? If you encounter problems, who do you consult, turn to? Who will be your shoulder to cry on? Family? Friends? Soulmates? For me, I used to confide in my mother, sister, cousins and my best friend. I still confide in those people as listed but minus my best friend. I always say and I will still say, luckily I have my family and closed relatives to be around. If not, I am just an individual with nothing and I really mean NOTHING.

All the time, I always think that everyone will definitely turn to their friends when they encounter problem(s). I used to think that way too. And I thought I can easily sought advices from my friends, or rather my best friend until I realise, I no longer have one. How does that sound? Pathetic, right?

I used to think that she is my best friend. I used to think that she is the one who can help/guide me along, support me throughout and comfort me all the way. I used to think we have lots in common. Way back then, I used to confide in her or we used to confide in one another. Now, it is no longer the same. In front of others, she still proclaim me as her Best Friend. She also insist that I should do the same. I wanted to, very much wanted to but then.....are we really that close? Won't it be very pretentious when we jolly well know our friendship is no longer there?

I do have to admit that I still care for her alot. Among the other friends, apart from a few guy friends whom I consider them my best buddies, she is the one that topped my list. Whatever I do, I will always make sure I do not forget her share.

Well, things have changed probably because of our work, our personal life, and many other factors. Or am I just finding excuses for her change?

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Sigh! After so many years of friendship (almost 15 yrs), we have actually come to a point whereby our relationship seem so near yet so far. We are almost like strangers now. Sigh!

I do hope that our friendship can turn for the better, somehow or rather. Well, it seems a waste to let it be ruined in such a way. Don't you think so?